Sunny with a Change of DEATH :)

Don't be so interested loves, this is just a dumb teenage girl talking about society, love, and random universal stuuuuuff. enjoy!

Oh, and in case your wondering why im the "weather lady" it's because i really am. Honestly, i might actually be a superhero because i think i control the weather. When im upset, its cloudy. when im angry, it thunders. and when im happy, it's sunny. No bitches, the weather doesn't control ME, i control it. just call me mother nature.


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Reblogged from nimjagoelite

Starry-Eyes

The sun went down, under the horizon to not be seen again for hours to come.
And as it left, it painted the sky in a smooth, soft but strong blue.
Here in the city, this scene left only one bright, shining star in the sky.
One lonely star, friendless, single, yet somfortable.
For he had no desire to move, to explode into the blues and yellows of fire and anger,
the lone star stood like a solid stone in the grass, filled with the content of comfort.

Gazing from the busy life bellow,
this scene was of much contrast to the gazer.
Lying awake in bed, contemplating rest and awareness,
an uneasiness burdens this weary soul silently.
Not exactly sure what it maybe, but knowing that it’s that one content star
Happy with it’s frozen space in time,
it’s proposterous and unnecassary exsistence in this gazers life
Was to blame.
So bright, close enough to see despite all the light polution,
yet, never close enough to even THINK of touching.
Lying awake in bed paralyzed with disconent,
in pitch darkness, feeling the mind, the soul, the spirit,
all exit out of this unknowingly open eye.
Saying it’s fairwells to this motionless body,
it floats in ribbons of yellow, pink, and baby blue,
leaving nothing but a hollow shell of what once was.

The body, frozen like a neanderthaw, remains with an arm outstretched.
Stuck in time, with no glory of movement to justify its lack of beauty,
mouth half opened, eyes in despair, clothing in disarray
looking as if it’s purpose is lost.
Hoping that it’s mind, soul, and spirit will just come back,
asking for it to helplessly reenter into this now lifeless and hopeless body
after its long venture.

“I’m sincerly sorry” shouts the shell.
“I apologize for asking you to grasp that dream, that I could never. Come back, please”

And soon, the sun came back up from the other side of the horizon.
The body was now at an inexplicable peace that follows death.
 Finally content with imobility, at peace with inibilty to progress.
And as the day passed, and the sun made its way all the way back around,
as it was settling,
the ribbons of yellow, pink, and baby blue came rushing back to earth,
with yellows of the sun, pinks of the unknown gallaxies, and blues of uranus,
with a revitalized glow like none other.

The ribbons rentered the lifeless body, the body rose with a force,
a force of energy allowing it to remarkably levatate above the death bed
mouth shot open with esctasy, eyes peeled back like a small child
Leaving the taste of slight success on the tongue,
just enough to quiench the impending thirst
and the eyes were left with an out of this world glaze.

Left to pay the price of expiriencing life,
This body can never die again,
because you can’t remove the stars in the eyes of an answer.

im pretty sure its too much to ask for

but all i want is a fantastic nights sleep, a great meal, and someone to look foward to seeing.

I eat my dinner for breakfast

Ill admit, sometimes I’m a bit backwards. but what really makes me ponder is this:

When im at home on weekends or a day off, i wont wear pajamas all day. Ill take a shower, shave, do my eyebrows, put on purfume, put on makeup, put on lotion, earrings and then wear something nice (like SUPER fancy, but like a dress) and I’ll bum around in the house all day looking really nice. but if i were to go outside later that day, i would change because i feel like people would frown upon my attire choice for such a casual event, like going to the store or something. i mean, sunday’s its awesome because i have an excuse to look nice, but if i were going to school, for some reason beyond me, i just dont want to look too nice. it’s like i like to loook nice for myself. and im okay with that.

but in other news, im so happy that my grandma’s here from puerto rico with millo. I missed them sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! its so nice to see them again. theyre so beautiful to me! aww and my abuela fixed the skirt i tore up by accident and she brought me jewelery and a wallet, which is soooo nice. she didn’t have to. aw. Im going to really miss them when theyre gone, but maybe someday in the near future wee’ll live together. we’ll just have to see where the lord guides me.

anyway, im leaving now because im EXHAUSTED and beat, so peace out tumblr!

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I have many talents…

but being emotionally detached is my specialty


:/

Reblogged from ladiesdontstartfights
I think I’m ready for it. I guess I know that no matter what, I’d be setting myself for hurt, but you cant tell Houdini not to escape right?But i want that sappy, butterflies in my stomach, heart-pounding, skies bluer than yesterday’s sorrows, type of love. That fun, cheap, unpredictable, light love, filled with small surprises and endorphin rushing kisses and hand holding.That love that’s energenic, smiley, warm, and settling even though you guys are both higher than a kite.Except this time, I want it to last forever! and never stop………………………………………………………………………or at least til my heart stops beating.

I think I’m ready for it. I guess I know that no matter what, I’d be setting myself for hurt, but you cant tell Houdini not to escape right?
But i want that sappy, butterflies in my stomach, heart-pounding, skies bluer than yesterday’s sorrows, type of love.
That fun, cheap, unpredictable, light love, filled with small surprises and endorphin rushing kisses and hand holding.
That love that’s energenic, smiley, warm, and settling even though you guys are both higher than a kite.
Except this time, I want it to last forever! and never stop………………………………………………………………………or at least til my heart stops beating.

(Source: weheartit.com, via ladiesdontstartfights)

Preach it Kanye.

I know it’s been a while,
Sweetheart, we hard-ly talk, I was doing my thing
I know I was foul bay-bay,
a-bay late-ly you been all on my brain,
And if somebody would’ve told me a month ago
Fronting though, yo I wouldn’t wanna know
If somebody would’ve told me a year ago
it’d go, get this difficult
Feeling like Katrina with no fema
Like Martin with no Gina
Like a flight with no visa
First class with the seat back I still see ya
In my past, you on the other side of the glass
Of my memory’s museum,
I’m just saying, Hey Mona Lisa,
come home you know you can’t Rome without Caesar

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